Sunday, 15 July 2012


When you try your best, but you don't succeed. When tears come streaming down your face. This pretty much describes my run this morninig. How could I have come this far and now feel like everything is falling apart? As usual, when we run long distances, my mom and I wake up earlier, take the time to eat, go back to sleep to then wake up 2 hours later for our run. 10km is what we had to run today. After 1km, I burst into tears and couldn't take one more step. My hip, where it connects with my leg hurt so badly. It had been hurting for about 2 weeks max, but each time I would tell myself that it didn't hurt enough to stop running. At that moment when I couldn't go on, a load of stress rushed into my body. I can't stop running because it's my project, because people are depending on me and just because I love to run and don't want to stop. What did reassure me was when my mom told me that I could run in another race such as Oka or Grandy. But I'm still kind of upset with this whole situation. As long as I can remember, I never ever gave up. I always endure everything and always push myself to my absolute limit. That scared me a little. For now, we'll see how it goes tomorrow. We also think it might be a good idea to change my shoes. I'll keep you posted on this whole situation!


  1. Ah non! Fais ce que tu dois pour guérir et aller mieux, mais il est encore tôt. J'ai souvent dû arrêter pour quelques semaines à cause de des blessures et j'ai quand même pu faire ma course...alors hang in there ma belle Laurence. Big hug ((((()))))

  2. Tu vas l'avoir chanté plus d'une fois cette chanson hein ma belle Lolo! Je t'aime et j'aime surtout que tu sois MA fille! x♥x♥x♥

  3. "I will tryyyyy, to fix you!" ♥